My little 2 year has taken to mimicking mommy. My injection in my back is wearing off so my pain level has increased while as the same time she has become more attached to me. She's asking repeatedly for me to come down and play with her as well as picking her up constantly or have her sit in my lap all day. Between my tailbone which almost always hurts and my back it makes it hard to do those things. I try to gently explain to her that mommy can play for a little while but then I have to get up because mommy's back hurts.
Then she starts to tell me her back hurts or her belly hurts or some various part of her body hurts. It breaks my heart that she wants me to do things that I can't do and then she starts to act like me. She's just too young to really understand. She's not like her older sister who is 8 and has more of a comprehension for my conditions. The eldest doesn't always like it but she does understand the best she can.
Sometimes I just don't know what to do beside wanting to cry.
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