We've had some good news recently! We got our first pick from our dream sheet. Houston, TX which means we'll be within 5 to 6 hours of my mom, sisters and Carey's family. That will be such a help and a great support system. Instead of being up here with just a couple of friends. Carey is also being promoted which is such a relief for our money woes and situation which had been plaguing up.
Abby is such a busy toddler. It's not that she really does anything but she's into everything. She's such a smart little girl that she needs to be stimulated all the time. It's exhausting but I love her with all my heart.
We had talked about our parameters before we tried for another baby. He had to get promoted so we could afford it, we would be moving so we could afford a house with more room and my bipolar had to be under control. We've met all these goals and now we're talk about what we're going to do now. Abby is at a good age. She's going to be three in August. If I waited for a good age to try for a baby there would never be a good one. Kids are always going to be difficult sometimes in some ways.
This is what we want to do. Although accord to my psychiatrist who I was talking to so I could get on safer medications for a baby kept saying that it just didn't make sense to her that I would want another baby. I had two already and I was busy with Abby. What if I ended up with another one like Abby?
That infuriated me so much. I love my psychiatrist and we have a good relationship but this just pissed me off. I'm not even going to mention to my pain doctor that we're going to try. He hates when I bring my kids to my appointments so the moment I find out my I'm pregnant I'm going to stop my medications and call him. Then we'll find out what medications are safe. I just can't have another hard conversations where my anxiety shoots through the roof and I feel like I'm battling with my doctors. Especially with one I already have issues with.
I'm just glad we're leaving soon. I want to be leaving sooner and just get this all done with but Emma has to finish school and transfer season doesn't technically start until summer time. We're planning on leaving some where on the week of June 22nd. Have the movers come pack that day, have them load up the next day, then we can clean the apartment get things taken care of and we're off.
It isn't coming fast enough.
